Birthday wishes~
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 // 8:34 AM
im frustrated, yes...extremely.
actually, im pissed, really pissed -.-
Today, as SOME of u might knw , is my 17th BIRTHDAY, and the love and joy tht i got from my friends today were just too good for words, and i can't be any happier:) Thank you so much for everything. :D:D:D:D:D
Lol, u might think tht im a bit crazy, saying tht im pissed and all (accepting the fact tht i had a wonderful birthday today) Im pissed becoz, some PEOPLE, tht i would LIKE to think that they are CLOSE to me, didn't even bothered to wish me a simple 'happy birthday'...................
*clears throat*
THTS TOTALLY NOT ME TO SAY THAT and like, u might be thinking, wtf am i talking abt, rite? "ITS TOTALLY NOT A BIG DEAL U LITTLE BRAT!" ( thts prob wht you're thinking about rite now -.- ......but..just let me clarify myself k......just keep reading..)
BUT, to me, i felt really disappointed and heartbroken, to have thought tht those ppl were good 'friends' and actually 'cared' about me.. ...................WTF WAS I THINKING! ..more like a fuckin load of bull crap.
If you're reading this, and thinking " Omg, this person tht she is referring to sounds an awful lot like .....LIKE....ME". Fuckin spot on. But i mean, theres probably a high chance tht you're not THT person. ...hopefully.
If you think you ARE, ...well, i really wish u all the best in life and i really hope that your future FRIENDS are able to appreciate the QUALITY in you. To be honest, you're just not worth my time and obviously; seeing the fact that you can't even be fucked to wish me a simple 'happy birthday'; NEITHER AM I TO YOU.
Like today, i was really surprised by the amount of 'Happy Birthday' wishes that i got from ppl that hardly even knw ( some, i've never even met b4 in my life!). I never knew that there are ppl out there that actually give a damn about me + they even took their time to send me a testimonial/comment, DAYS before my birthday! Thts really sweet and it totally made my day witout a doubt.
So, it is here tht i should contradict myself, once again ( im learning from my mistakes k ) lol >
I AM NOT GONNA LET THAT LITTLE FUCKER DESTROY MY DAY JUST BECAUSE HE/SHE CAN'T BE FUCKED TO GIVE A FUCKIN DAMN ABOUT ME. SO UP YOUR'S YOU LITTLE **************************************** ( <>
=.= ..ahhh........i feel better now. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.........*inhale*
*exhale*.....ahhhhhh..........................................
Anyway, to those who made my day, i just wanna say that, I've finally found myself again and i finally realise who my true friends are. You guys really do give a damn about me and care for me ( i mean, you guys have always been there and i never took it for granted :'( for tht, im so sorry)
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!
Play save kiddies,
NANA
p.s : bitch karma headin ur way mister~