MILK

ITS THE HOLSS

2007-12-11T19:32:00.000-08:00

THTS RIGHTT ITS THE HOLSSSSSS

and one month of it, I SHIT U NOT, is just about enuf to drive u up the walls. literally.
I guess too much of a good thing is a bad thing, hence i hav no other choice but to engage myself in the wonderful world of the internet, "googling" and "youtubing" craploads of nothing. In the end of the day..wht do i get out of this.? nothing.

Thus

I decided to blog. Finally..after 2 whole months, i decided tht i should probably put more effort into blogging. I don't knw how u ppl do it, seriously, blogging is fckin hard! u have to think of shitloads of crap to write about and, at the same time, try to engage the reader's attention.

Pftt, i dont really give a rat's ass whether u find my blog interesting or not, coz its solely just for me to note down things that are worth noting down. Not sure if tht made any sense, but hey; in other words, its me, not you okay? :) lol i still have plenty of 'less than threes' for you okay :D.....

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u knw......less than threes, like..as in <3<3<3>
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i guess jokes are funnier when you get them huh?!

ANYWAY, bex, inge and i went to the barbagallo racetrack together, along wit my dad coz he wanted to go for a test drive on a PORSCHE lol, i knw, it was so fckin awesome. wish u were there *sob* Neway, it was fun for the first half hour...but after 3 hrs of of sitting on the podium, we were thoroughly drained, not to mention ..bored....to the core.
As we drove back home ( 1 and a half hours drive...slept the whole way thru, drooling into lala land) there was a standstill on the freeway, so we were literally stuck in the car, longer than we expected.

When i got back, i was so tired that i dozed off straight away. So yeh, thts it really.lol, i'll let the video do the talking. niteniteee

Heres a short video tht i took, after 4 hrs of laying around, doing absolutely NOTHING.

can't be stuffed typing shit

2007-11-16T19:56:00.001-08:00

OMFGGGG commenttttttt

2007-10-30T19:18:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL IS OUT FOREVER!!!

2007-10-28T20:12:00.000-07:00

*cough*

*sniff*

*sneeze* =.=

yeh, ur prob guessing wtf is wrong wit me; well, IM SICK argh. *coughs again* i jsut can't believe it! just 2 days before the TEE's and IM SICK. OH GOD.

Plus, i sound like an old lady right now, which would definitely not earn me any marks for my upcoming japanese oral exam.*cringe* Actually, someone told me that i sounded like a kuai loh ( white ) when i was on the phone with them -.- great. Now i sound like an asian-obsessed kuai loh trying hard to adopt a native jap accent .. ( someone pls kill me now .. anyone)

=.= *sniff*

Newayyy as some of you may know, I'VE GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL WOOOOTTT and I've got heaps of graduation photos mzuahaha! So yeh, i'll just let them do most of the talking. Too sick to type about stuff today ..=.=

last day of school!!! (Graffiti on leg : "This leg belongs to Krystyna!") yes she loves my legs.

joelle + me, shes going back to canada..:) ( TAKE ME WIT U)

BOOBIESS

"can someone pls pull her away from the pole"

before farewell assembly nawwwww ITS SUI TING***

krystyna is my home girllllll luv ya babe

little ones ( mzuahaha, they shall suffer soon)

Anyhow, i'll upload more photos later, but rite now, i really have to go *cough**cough* get some *cough* rest......

play save kiddies..*cough*

NANA

Birthday wishes~

2007-10-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

im frustrated, yes...extremely.

actually, im pissed, really pissed -.-

Today, as SOME of u might knw , is my 17th BIRTHDAY, and the love and joy tht i got from my friends today were just too good for words, and i can't be any happier:) Thank you so much for everything. :D:D:D:D:D

Lol, u might think tht im a bit crazy, saying tht im pissed and all (accepting the fact tht i had a wonderful birthday today) Im pissed becoz, some PEOPLE, tht i would LIKE to think that they are CLOSE to me, didn't even bothered to wish me a simple 'happy birthday'...................

*clears throat*

THTS TOTALLY NOT ME TO SAY THAT and like, u might be thinking, wtf am i talking abt, rite? "ITS TOTALLY NOT A BIG DEAL U LITTLE BRAT!" ( thts prob wht you're thinking about rite now -.- ......but..just let me clarify myself k......just keep reading..)

BUT, to me, i felt really disappointed and heartbroken, to have thought tht those ppl were good 'friends' and actually 'cared' about me.. ...................WTF WAS I THINKING! ..more like a fuckin load of bull crap.

If you're reading this, and thinking " Omg, this person tht she is referring to sounds an awful lot like .....LIKE....ME". Fuckin spot on. But i mean, theres probably a high chance tht you're not THT person. ...hopefully.

If you think you ARE, ...well, i really wish u all the best in life and i really hope that your future FRIENDS are able to appreciate the QUALITY in you. To be honest, you're just not worth my time and obviously; seeing the fact that you can't even be fucked to wish me a simple 'happy birthday'; NEITHER AM I TO YOU.

Like today, i was really surprised by the amount of 'Happy Birthday' wishes that i got from ppl that hardly even knw ( some, i've never even met b4 in my life!). I never knew that there are ppl out there that actually give a damn about me + they even took their time to send me a testimonial/comment, DAYS before my birthday! Thts really sweet and it totally made my day witout a doubt.

So, it is here tht i should contradict myself, once again ( im learning from my mistakes k ) lol >

I AM NOT GONNA LET THAT LITTLE FUCKER DESTROY MY DAY JUST BECAUSE HE/SHE CAN'T BE FUCKED TO GIVE A FUCKIN DAMN ABOUT ME. SO UP YOUR'S YOU LITTLE **************************************** ( <>

=.= ..ahhh........i feel better now. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.........*inhale*
*exhale*.....ahhhhhh..........................................

Anyway, to those who made my day, i just wanna say that, I've finally found myself again and i finally realise who my true friends are. You guys really do give a damn about me and care for me ( i mean, you guys have always been there and i never took it for granted :'( for tht, im so sorry)
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!

Play save kiddies,

NANA

p.s : bitch karma headin ur way mister~

Boredom = Camwhoring

2007-10-17T07:06:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS~~

harhar, just tot i'd 'timeline' some the diff hairstyles tht i've had throughtout the years.

dont laugh k!! .
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2003-4 thick layered hair..omfg, NOT THE BEST HAIRSTYLE I'VE HAD, BUT HEY ( nb: i chose not to include my yr 8 photos, trust me, its bad enuf looking at these photos)
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2005-6 medium length hair with thin fringe ( miss u debbyy)
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1 year later, the hunt for THE hairstyle begins..
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jap style multi-layered medium length hair ( awww ...shut up, acting cute is hard work u knw!)

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THE BALL: tied up french-something with really thin fringe ( hahhh dont think this counts but)
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start of 2007 - extremely layered hair ( thin to da max ) , i think its called a fullet..
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mid 2007 - MOHAWK, need i say more? lol.
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.hmmm, gotta get them china doll fringes....
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...and yes, i got them

...sure did..
...bex: "i can't stop looking at you! you look so different!"
nana: " stop staring.....! STOP ITTTTTTTT"
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.ha..like i dont need enuf attention.
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TADAAAAA

kickass hairrrrr - short multi-layered hair, lovin it mzuahhaha

guess the hairstyle suits my personality, doesn't it , inge?loll

.....thinking about wht sorta hairstyle i should get nxt kekeke....:D

Why nice guys can't get girls ~ <3

2007-10-14T01:03:00.000-07:00

Hey ppls, i know i haven't been blogging heaps but, i was just surfing thru the net and i 'stumbled' upon this post written by a guy inspired by a book called No More Mr. Nice Guy by Danny Glover. This post, in MY opinion is quite true-to-the-core and should be taken as an advice, rather than a critique ( to all the over-the-top-nice-guys; not saying that nice is not a good thing, but ....just read the damn post , alright -.-)

It seems society is being flooded with nice guys. Every women reading this article knows EXACTLY what a nice guy is. There’s no need to pull out Websters here. In addition to that, every woman reading this knows AT LEAST one nice guy in her social circle.

For the men reading this, here’s the litmus test you can use in order to determine if you are one.

Do you constantly seek approval from women?
Do you try to “buy” love from women with fancy dinners and gifts?
Do women that you like tell you you’re like a brother to them? (that’s the kiss of death btw)
When you ask women out, do they reply “Let’s just be friends.”?
Do you think it’s bad to be male?

If you find yourself nodding along to these questions, I’m sorry to be the one to point out to you that you are a 100% Certified Grade A Nice Guy with all the trimmings, but don’t despair, there is hope.

A lot of theories have been tossed around regarding why women don’t go for the nice guys.

“They’re not a challenge.”
“They’re too boring.”
“There’s no excitement.”
“They’re too easy to get.”
“They’re pushovers.”

These to me, are the superficial reasons why women don’t go for nice guys. We need to dig a bit deeper.

What’s the root reason why nice guys can’t get the girls?

In my opinion, there are actually two root reasons.

1. They don’t embrace their masculinity.
2. They put women on a pedestal.

1. They don’t embrace their masculinity.

The book I mentioned lists several reasons as to why men of this generation have become nice guys. One reason that really struck me was radical feminism. Glover stated that radical feminism led to a social climate that was extremely hostile toward men.

“All men are pigs.”
“Men are the cause of all the problems in the world.”
“Men are rapists.”
“All men are good for nothing animals who treat women like pieces of meat.”

Therefore, boys concluded that women did not like men, so they strived to hide their masculinity. After all, men were pigs right? And women don’t like that right? So don’t be a man, and you won’t be a pig and women will like that right? Twisted reasoning indeed.

The result? Women all over America becoming extremely frustrated with the lack of real men today. Radical feminism has tasted the fruits of its labor and it is very bitter.

Don’t mess with nature. If you’re male, be male. If you’re female, be female. Don’t hide it. Embrace it.

Get the notion of “It’s bad to be male” out of your head right this second.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with being male.

Just like there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being female, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with being male.

Embrace your masculinity. Do not be ashamed of it.

2. They put women on a pedestal.

The book also states that because of a shift from an agrarian to a manufacturing society in America, as well as several wars in between, boys were left without fathers at home.

Furthermore, the educational system was primarily comprised of females.

With the absence of male influence at home and at school, boys were conditioned to look to women for definition and approval. This habit carries on to adulthood in the form of guys seeking approval from women.

Nice guys see women they like and automatically put them on a pedestal, wondering what they can do to gain their approval. Maybe write them a 10 page love letter, or make them a mix tape, or shower them with expensive gifts, all in a vain attempt to gain her approval and win her love.

They do all this in the beginning of a relationship, hence having the quality of “coming on too strong, being too eager and not being enough of a challenge.” By doing these things from the very beginning, men silently imply that they are not good enough and must resort to other tactics to deem themselves worthy of women.

Nice guys see women and think, “Man, I have to do something in order to get that girl. They’re way up there and I’m way down here so I have to compensate somehow”.

As a result, nice guys spend their every waking moment, dreaming of how they can get the girl. They spend all their free time around the girl, going shopping with her, listening to all her complaints, sympathizing with the problems she is having with her boyfriend, all in vain attempt to gain her approval in hopes that one day she will come racing into his arms.

Women are human. They eat, breath, sleep, and go to the bathroom on a regular basis just like the rest of us. Women are not goddesses. They have the same insecurities (if not more) as you and I. There’s nothing different about them. They are human.

Don’t think that you have to gain approval from them.

All right, so how can you stop being a nice guy?

Don’t be afraid to be male. Embrace your masculinity.

But what does it mean to embrace your masculinity? What does it mean to be male?

Let’s break down attraction to the most basic elements.

Male and female.

Males are attracted to females.

Females are attracted to males.

Biologically speaking, what makes somebody male?

Testosterone.

Biologically speaking, what makes somebody female?

Estrogen.

Testosterone is attracted to estrogen.

Estrogen is attracted to testosterone.

Ever wonder why the jocks got the girls in high school? They worked out and played in competitive sports; two things conducive to promoting testosterone in the body.

Ever wonder why “bad boys” and criminals get the women? They are risk takers. They pay no attention to law. They are reckless and dangerous. Again, symptoms of high testosterone.

Research has linked high testosterone to criminal behavior.
Research has linked competition and weight lifting to high testosterone as well.

Testosterone: Hormone of the Gods?

Women are attracted to the jocks and bad boys simply because they are male in the sense that they have high testosterone.

Is the flip side true? Are men attracted to beautiful women simply because they are women in the sense that they have high estrogen?

Yes, studies have shown that men are attracted to women with high estrogen levels.

Feminine Beauty Linked to Estrogen Levels
A beautiful combination: Researchers link estrogen to looks
Hormone levels predict attractiveness of women

(Btw, you will find women use make up as well in order to give the illusion of the physical characteristics of high estrogen in order to attract males)

There’s a deeper science that goes into this about how high levels of testosterone and estrogen reflect underlying health and fertility, but I won’t get into that.

Strictly speaking in biological terms, testosterone makes the man and estrogen makes the women.

Is this surprising? No.

Drill down to the basics.

I am male, she is female.

Act accordingly and attraction will not be a problem.

Now, am I advocating that you go and inject yourself with 500 liters of testosterone? Absolutely not. Injecting yourself with synthetic testosterone shuts down your body’s ability to produce it naturally.

I am advocating however, that you engage in activities that will raise your testosterone levels.

Lifting heavy weights on a consistent basis coupled with proper nutrition and rest will raise levels of testosterone in the body. When you lift heavy weights, you literally create little tears in your muscle tissues. Testosterone, an anabolic hormone responsible for muscle growth among many other things, is produced by the body in order to rebuild the muscle to resist against future weight.

So instead of sitting on your butt playing World of Warcraft, Playstation, or X Box, get out there and pick up the weights.

You will find that by building your testosterone, your demeanor toward women and theirs toward you will change. When you lock eyes with a beautiful women, you won’t immediately shift your eyes to the ground and be embarrassed. You’ll lock eye contact with her and be comfortable about it. SHE will be the one who looks away.

You will find that women will start paying more attention to you. It’s as if they’re equipped with incredibly sensitive receptors to testosterone. (studies have shown that women are capable of identifying individuals with high testosterone simply by smelling sweaty t-shirts)

Try a regimen of weightlifting and compare your attitude and results with the opposite sex after a short period of time. You’ll be pleasantly surprised. Quick point though: Don’t become so obsessed with testosterone that you start letting it control you, in terms of your behavior and attitude. Then you’ll turn into the jerk or the criminal. The key is to have testosterone and control it. Don’t let it control you.

Just be true to your nature.

To illustrate my point even further, imagine a woman with a thick beard, mustache and a deep voice hitting on you at the bar. You would be repulsed right? Of course you would! This woman is not embracing her true nature as a female. Women are a million times more repulsed because nice guys do exactly the same thing. They don’t embrace their true nature as a male.

If you’re male, be male. If you’re female, be female and let nature take its course.

You don’t need the memorize pick up lines. You don’t need to psych yourself up to meet women. You don’t need to make a ton of money. You don’t need to have a great job. You don’t need the BMW.

You just need to be male. Everything you need is already inside of you. Use it.

Don’t make women the focal point of your life.

Nice guys revolve their entire lives around the women. Nice guys spend all their time dreaming of all the future possibilities with her. They do all this from the get go. What must I do to get her? I’ll write her poetry. I’ll take her out to the most expensive restaurant and show her how wealthy I am. I’ll buy her favorite pair of shoes that she mentioned in a conversation nine years ago. They will drop whatever they are doing at a drop of a dime and be at their beck and call 24/7.

All acts reeking of extreme desperation.

What’s the solution? Is it to try not to act desperate?

These are when the “rules of dating” come into play. Call her three days later, act aloof, be a challenge. That’s all utter garbage. That’s all smoke and mirrors.

Don’t try to fake not being desperate by following these “rules”. Just don’t be desperate naturally. How?

Don’t make women the focal point in your life. Have something else going for you. Have a worthy goal or dream you are pursuing that is of higher priority than women.

Have a dream. Have a goal and work toward it. Women will not seem that intimidating anymore. You won’t spend all your time with her. You won’t become “too easy” or “boring” because you’ve got something else going for you.

Instead of using all your time, money, and energy pursing women, use all that to accomplish your own goals. Napoleon Hill refers to this as sexual transmutation. Channel all that energy into fulfilling your own goals and you will find yourself unstoppable.

Nice guys place their worthiness and happiness on getting the girl. Instead of doing that, make your own life happy and worthwhile by pursuing your own goals and ambitions. Then, she’ll be the one asking, “What can I do to get him?”

So nice guys, don’t feel so bad. Society is structured to easily make nice guys of any male but the key is not to blame society and if you’re a frusterated nice guy, the key is not to blame women in general. It’s just to become aware that the common factor is YOU and that you change by embracing your right to be male.

Embrace your masculinity, take women off the pedestal, and don’t make women the focus of your life. Harness all that energy, time, and money and apply it toward realizing your own goals and dreams and the nice guy within will never appear again.

I HATE THE TEE

2007-10-07T22:37:00.001-07:00

Title perttyy much explains it.

Just a quick post to let ya'll knw how things are going.

...And things aren't going that good.

Mock exams hav just started and it s.u.c.k.s.

Sometimes ( most of the time...actually lol) i feel really guilty and wasted for not preparing for an exam and waiting til the last minute to cram all the info in. But hey, it works for me most of the time. In fact, i find myself doing worse in an exam if i actually prepared for it! haa..love it when tht happens..

So yeh, exams are just too hard , and the pressure to get a high mark is just far too hard to handle. Especially if ur Asian or some shit, u knw, the parental pressure and all that arghh. ASIAN PARENTS NEED TO CALM DOWN. My situation NOW is pretty much the same as that youtube kevjumba dude, ever heard of him, he's pretty awesome lol.

>" Everyday of the week, my mum has to remind me " *cheerful smile* Hey remember, you have TEE's on Wednesday *thumbs up*"..................-.- And i get so pissed, I'm like "Oh oh, this Wednesday mum? I almost forgot, SINCE YOU REMIND ME EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE WEEK!!!" ..My dad is even worse, he's the enforcer, he has to make sure that I'm studying like, EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE. < shockerrr

Anyhowww, today's been pretty gloomy with the rain and all.=.= exams and rain just dont mix. Plus, its SPRING ! Its not supposed to rain during SPRING. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE HOT AND SPRING-LIKE, with sunshine and lollypops and rainbow buttercups and .......wtf am i talking about -.- .......( i like singing out loud, mind you)...hah.. and you thot Australia's supposed to be hot and barren all year long! NEWS FLASH, ITS NOT.

argh can't wait til summer....*lalaland*

hmm, talking about SPRING. Here are some springfling photos, taken not too long ago. Costume's not the best i must admit, but the flowerchild mentality is growing on me :D. peace outt~

I shall utilise my peacuu signnn ^0^

hah.. bex "nana, i don't think thats a peace sign!"

RANDOMMM BALL PHOTO

LOL. just tot i'd put this photo in ( taken agessssss ago, during the ball )
Joelle looked stunning ay, love her to bits >.<. I just love my chubby cheeksss eek.

Well, gtg study now :'( wish me luck for my next exam *cringe*.

CURRENT OBSESSION: yogurt with blueberries mmmmmmmmmmmm

Play save kiddiesss,

Nana

The Intro

2007-10-07T00:03:00.001-07:00

Hey awesome peoplesss,

DO N 'T YOU HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO READ MY BLOG?!?!?!?!?!

Lol jkjkjkjk just tot i'd say that to match the expression haha, gay-ass me, .........no im not the baby.
Anyway hey, thanks for visiting my blog. My name is Nana*, and I'm turning 17 in a couple of weeks! I love music and fooddd ( who the hell doesn't..) and yeh,...... you'll find out more about me along the way...mzhahaha...*cough*

Ermmm, this is my very first blog and the reason why I decided to write a blog about myself was simply due to the blunt fact that..:

I'm sick and tired of keeping the same old,stupid fluro-coloured-ultra-huge-brick-sized-diary that I've had since 10.
I'm sick and tired of keeping a DIARY.
I'm sick and tired of being the selfish and stubborn person that I am ( was?). Since quite a lot of people (a.k.a YOU) enjoy reading about other people's personal life; why not I let you guys have something to read about, maybe in the hope of making yourself feel better ( don't deny it! I know the joy that you people get out of reading about someone else's problems!! lol...its a fact, everyone does)
I'm sick and tired of being bored; so i hope blogging could help some my boredom-problem.
I'm just plain sick and tired of being SICK AND TIRED

Anyway, I really do try to REFRAIN myself from complaining about life and such all the time and really,..its pretty annoying as well to listen to someone complaining 24/7. Not cool.

Hence, i try to live life as it is and be contented with it. But, I'm pretty sure that this wouldn't be a blog if i don't discuss about some of my daily 'issues' so, do bare with me if you find me contradicting myself.lol.

Well, I'm about the finish Yr 12 and life have never been better!!................................................................... i hope you all detected the sarcasm coz its been, shit all really.

Yr 12, i could say, has been the most life-altering year ever. This year ( 2007 lol..not that you have dementia or anything..some ppl do forget the year they're in, no shit.) is probably gonna be ( has been anyways..) the turning point of my life. The things that i've gotten myself into was just plain crazy; crazy enuf for my rents to kick me out of the house or maybe even some cane-whipping here and there. Oh yeh, did i mention that I'm Asian? lol

I'd hate to end it here but, being the party-pooper tht i m, but i really gotta go do some nerd-work and catch up on some of my studies. ( friggin human bio exam tomoro ...aiyooo <>

Play save,

Nana

*= name has been changed because........................i've always liked that name and the anime, so there. ( did i mention that i like anime :D )